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How do I learn to deal
With things I've never experienced?
What if they're scary?
Can I curl up in my corner?
Can I block out these strange sensations?
But...
What if these new things are fun?
No. They won't be.
They never are.
Am I happy now, with things the way they are?
I don't know.
Am I sad at all?
I don't know.
How about angry?
I don't know.
Am I anything at all?
Yes.
Scared. Nervous.
There's nothing here to help me
The line that let me hide away is gone
What do I do?
If I curl up in my corner, could I...
...disappear?
Hide away from the world
And everything that makes me uneasy?
Will I be forced to handle something I can't deal with?
Like before?
Like always?
I don't know.
So many questions
Not one answer.
Why am I who-and what- I am?
I don't want to be something
That hurts others anymore
I don't want to be anything
I don't want to see the world
So bright and overwhelming and scary
I don't want to acknowledge these questions
I can't answer them; I shouldn't have to!
I'm so scared of all of this...
It's getting so hard to hide from it all
I feel like my head will explode!
I don't think I could deal with a mothers' love
All I've ever known is a mothers' indifference
But maybe...
The line is gone.
Can I smile now?
NO!
I'll only get hurt
I'll only get others hurt
How about a laugh?
What is there to laugh about?
Nothing.
Nothing in this scary world.
The closest things to me
Are what pushed me inot my circle, this nothing of sand
A desert where all I can do
Is draw a line in the sand
And hope the monsters
Or worse
Don't get me
And maybe
If I close my eyes,
Curl up into a tiny, tiny little ball,
And wish really, really hard
Maybe, just maybe,
I can finally disappear
And be nothing.
Okay, this is for my friend who loves Crona. I worked really hard, so all that read this and feel depressed afterwards...please post. This is what I think the poem Crona wrote is like...Well, a longer version of it, perhaps...
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sasami2 Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2013  Student Writer
i love your poem it brings music to my soul XD ((sorry i'm not going in the corner with them i'm half emo))
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BattKattColourBlak Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Honestly this poem is really awful and I'm deleting it soon.
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yukkizfirstkiss Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2013   Artist
I wish I had never come back to life...
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anime-artist-love Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconsadnessplz: I wish I had never been born... :iconsitinthecornerplz:
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KESHINLOVER Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2011
i wish i was never born
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smallpaws14 Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
its..so sad
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BattKattColourBlak Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
That's the point!
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ineedmoarideas Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2011
*gos to a corner* i wish i was never born where is Black*Star when you need him TxT
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hinaluv Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2010
I wish id never been born...T^T
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